[ she smiles sadly, the movement barely reaching her eyes. most people do not want pity during such discussions; she knows that she wouldn't. it comes from a place of understanding.
there are many who would erase her own mother entirely from history, never to remember her so fondly. at least her parents were finally redeemed in the aftermath. ]
I think my mother would have helped in that as well.
[ jyn idly wonders if they would be friends, but she can't really imagine her mother with friends. did she not have any? jyn was too young to notice on coruscant and it was only the three of them on lah'mu. a perfect place for her and her unsocial father, less so probably for her mother. ]
That's what I well tell Draven next time he yells at me. It's genetic.
[ admittedly, jyn knows she's a lot like saw gerrera so there is definitely a case for nurture having an as large if not larger impact on her upbringing, but saw liked to note -- when he was frustrated -- how much she was like her mother so.
maybe both. ]
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like. [ the admission is quiet, almost soft. jyn is not a soft creature as a rule. ] I know I'd've been raised in the Empire as a threat to my father, but--
[ there is a perch there on the roof overlooking the planet. aurelia nods over to it so that they may sit and talk instead of standing around with their hands folded. ]
But you would have had him around.
[ her lips purse thoughtfully. ] I wonder what it would have been like to have been raised in Mandalore as it fell to the Empire as well.
Maybe we would have met sooner. [ her elbows drop to her knees and her chin rests on her hands as she looks out over the wild jungle of the rebellion's nearly untouched planet. if she squints, she thinks the can see the light of the orchids as the breeze touches them and their bioluminescence flairs to life. ]
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there are many who would erase her own mother entirely from history, never to remember her so fondly. at least her parents were finally redeemed in the aftermath. ]
I think my mother would have helped in that as well.
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That's what I well tell Draven next time he yells at me. It's genetic.
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I suppose that we are, after all, our parents' children, regardless of how present they were or not.
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maybe both. ]
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like. [ the admission is quiet, almost soft. jyn is not a soft creature as a rule. ] I know I'd've been raised in the Empire as a threat to my father, but--
[ but she'd have been with her father. ]
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But you would have had him around.
[ her lips purse thoughtfully. ] I wonder what it would have been like to have been raised in Mandalore as it fell to the Empire as well.
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I think you might be slightly more violent.